I don't feel like people fully understand me....I have feelings....when I care for you it isnt just some "game" I will always care for you....When I love, I love hard...I just wish people understood me....Yes im complicated but isnt that the fun part? Trying to figure out the puzzle? I just wish I could explain things better...I just wish i could stop being misunderstood....I wish I could stopped being hurt....I want to be found...but instead im lost and confused...I want to be put back together but instead im broken and shattered...Sometimes I wonder....Does anyone care about the effort I put out there or is what I do just pointless? I try to meet everyones expectations...but its so hard...I feel so horrible that I cant always do or be what people want me to...I try so hard but im so misunderstood....I dont even know who I am anymore...