if you have read my last post. (i deleted the rest) you know I have a girlfriend, but the one before her still has me thinking about her. every time I think I'm over her and she isn't important to me anymore...all I gotta do is look at a picture and remember all the memories I had with her. I've narrowed my depression down to her, I don't want that to sound mean but sorry. I don't know what to do, I'm trying so hard to forget but I can't. 3 days till Christmas and I'm thinking about the person who broke me the most, altho I hurt her too. I promised to never stop loving her...I broke that promise. I also promised that no one would replace her...I broke that promise as well. I don't know what to do, but I don't want help with this. I want to apologize but if I do I'm afraid of what might happen, I don't know why I can't get her out of my head, I've done all I can to keep her out but even a simple picture brings it all back. I wish I could have been better for her and at least ended it off better with her but I can't change the past no matter how hurt and sorry I am. I wish I would have been better but I can't change it so all I can do is be sorry...I'm sorry...