Love is very painful I dont know why I ever tried with love in the first place... Sometimes they nevee wanted to hurt you. They just didn't care at all. we fell into a well called love and only you were able to get out. I need to talk about it but I cant talk about it. I still remember everything and it kills me everytime I do. And everytime I miss you I'm gonna remeber how much you don't. I don't know if I love myself enough to get over you. They know I'm strong enough to move on. But you know I'm weak enough to look back. Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love. they think loving is easy. It's not.  There will come a day when I will foget even your name, your memories will cease to exist and in that moment I will be happy. But that day isn't today. And I'm still missing you.  I told everyone I got over him to bad I lied. I dont know how to stop waiting for him. The most painful goodbye is when my ears haven't heard it yet, yet my heart already feels it.