It hurts me the most because all of 5th and 6th grade I got called ugly all the time I got bullyed cause i have two dads and my haircut

and then my family is always fighting one time I tired running away but I got cought and I just cry my self to sleep sometimes and I get

called a baby for crying over someone saying they have a mom unlike me and that I was mistake and I take that on a personal level

I was only four and my lil brother was only 2 and we got adopted and I have a black and white photo of my real family and then I replay all that bad stuff that happened to me 

and I cry even more and I never told my parnets that I cry in my room and hurt myself  and I have bad anxiety so I feel like im being stabbed with a spear in my heart right now 

I hope peoplereading this know not to take it the wrong way and im still being bullyed in 2020 by friends lie they say F*** fake Friends right so um yeh that my story .