Hey guys. I'm sorry to the people that i caused worry. It's not your fault. I might end up going to rehab, and this was entirely my fault. My Service Dog feels bad as well, because she feels she didn't do her job correctly. I ended up only causing myself major mental, and physical pain. I also caused others to feel emotional pain, and I'm really sorry. Right now I'm kind of relapsing, and the crap that I'm dealing with right now is making things worse for me. I'm also now dealing with Social Anxiety, which makes me feell really crappy when talking to people in real life, so I'm sorry if I talk to you and seem off online. I'm struggling with anorexia, and I'm slowly losing weight, but I'm working on overcoming it. These new r'a'p'e cases I'm also dealing with, and trying to overcome this, is also making me feel really bad, like I should have fought back harder. But I know it's not my fault. I'm just in a really bad place in life right now, and it keeps getting worse right now. I'm constantly cutting myself, I'm constantly attempting to hang myself, and I'm really sorry that you guys had to see it on your screen when I get p'i's's'ed off at myself. I'm not mad at any of you, I'm just hitting the crossroads of life pretty darn early. I already have experienced the worst of this world, but I just need the help to get me past it. 

Thanks for reading this guys, y'all mean a lot to me

                                                                              -DJ Nemesis, aka, Kaiya Force